Published in 2009 by HarperCollins,[1] the book provides a candid account of Arvizu's tumultuous journey through fame, addiction, and eventual redemption.

Growing up, he grappled with issues of fidelity in relationships, substance abuse, and an insatiable appetite for the rock and roll lifestyle.

Arvizu candidly recounts his experiences with drugs, including alcohol and speed, highlighting the dangers of addiction.

His involvement in the music scene, particularly his role in shaping Korn's distinctive sound, is explored in detail, shedding light on his evolution as a musician.

The pivotal moment in his life comes with the death of his father, which serves as a wake-up call, prompting him to reassess his choices and embrace spirituality.