Jonathan Davis has stated that the song is about a painful and tragic experience of being molested as a child and not being believed.
[1] However, he denied it was about physical or sexual abuse at the hands of his father, and the title and some concepts within the song stem from his parents not believing him.
magazine interview, Davis commented on the song: "When I was a kid, I was being abused by somebody else and I went to my parents and told them about it, and they thought I was lying and joking around.
This is as much as I've ever talked about it...."[3]In an interview with Rolling Stone, Davis stated that he was comfortable performing the song when it was played as part of the album's 20th anniversary.
However, in a 2022 interview with Metal Hammer, Davis said that he felt he owed it to the fans to play the song during said tour, and that he doesn't want to perform it again.
After about five minutes of silence at the end of the song, a discussion can be heard; an audio clip that producer Ross Robinson found inside an abandoned house.