(I am) not living/alive/(I) will not live)[1] (also known as Suicide Bus) is a 1998 Japanese comedy drama film directed by debutant Hiroshi Shimizu and starring Dankan and Nanako Okouchi.

The film is about a group of bus passengers on a trip in Okinawa who want to commit suicide so that their families will receive their life insurances payouts despite their own financial issues.

[4] Mitsuki, a young woman, receives from her uncle a bus ticket for a tour on the island of Okinawa.

[5] Peter Bradshaw of The Guardian wrote that "Hiroshi Shimizu is a debutant director, a former assistant to Takeshi Kitano, and his Ikinai is an unexpectedly moving essay on the nature of death" and that the film was "A very unsettling picture, arrestingly original, and possessed of a distinctive, seriocomic tone"[6] Derek Elley of Variety wrote: "Neat idea of a dozen Japanese who hire a tour bus with the express purpose of committing communal suicide partly succeeds as a stylized, existential road movie, but an underdeveloped script leaves the viewer with too much time to ponder the story’s loose ends instead of being engrossed in the characters and ambience".

[8] The film was remade unofficially in India twice: in Telugu as Mee Sreyobhilashi (2007)[9] and in Kannada as Lift Kodla (2010).