The book is a New York Times best seller,[1] was shortlisted for the Lambda Literary Award for Children's and Young Adult Literature,[2] and has been included on many "best of" lists.

Aaron's ensuing depression caused him to attempt suicide as well, leaving him with a scar on his wrist in the shape of a smile.

Before he does so, Thomas comes back and apologizes for reacting so harshly, though he states that he is straight and a romantic relationship between them isn't possible.

A blow to his head from the attack causes his memories to be "unwound"; It is revealed that Aaron had already gone to the Leteo Institute before.

Devastated, Aaron decided to erase his memories of Collin so that he could be fully happy with his relationship with Genevieve.

[10] The New York Times's Gina Bellafonte applauded how Silvera "manages a delicate knitting of class politics through an ambitious narrative about sexual identity and connection that considers the heavy weight and constructive value of traumatic memory, as well.